I'm glad you're getting aroused
I've got about a week left in Cambodia.
I reckon it's just a combination of me being massively sexually starved and the fact that I've basically developed a mildly unhealthy lust for him that will pretty much lead nowhere.
But fucking hell, sometimes I really can't help myself.
I know it's slightly predatory but essentially seeing him get fully naked to take a shower was like a gift from god.